omg this is so exciting! Too excited for more!
Finally invested in real running shoes … Fitness has never been my strong point and I always blame my failures on my weight … Not anymore.
It’s been very hard living in Texas and knowing love is in California. The months and weeks before my 2012 Cali visit, I’ve been anxious to see my best friend and the man I call my soulmate. Our old souls see eye to eye on many important topics when it comes to love, sex, marriage, family… The list truly goes on and on. Yet I never realized that I didn’t pay enough attention throughout the year. I promised myself to him for the past 6 months and kept myself busy with work…but he felt as though I was too busy for him. So the month before my visit … I get the goodbye text… He knows all about how I’ve struggled through my depression from my last relationship and that I felt I had nothin to offer him … So maybe it took me losing him to realize I had more to offer…
All that I pray for is that one day my sacred heart be revived in the right hands.
I find myself pondering this question with every ounce of my being this morning. We all run into a million disappointments throughout our lifetime with some harder to overcome than most but what do you do if you are the disappointment? What if someone looked at your painting everyday and knew every inch of your face… building the desire to want nothin more but to touch your flesh… And when they do, the satisfaction is awarded and there’s nothin more to admire. The painting now becomes a memory of what was instead of a desire of what could be. I feel like I was a prized possession, admired by hopeful eyes, only to be casually glanced at in passing. Of course there’s always more to the story and more importantly two sides to the story but this is just how I feel at this moment.
Having to move again is makin me anxious… Sooo much to do tomorrow; I just had to make a list!
Since June 2010, I’ve moved a total of 5 times and I cringe knowing that this isn’t the last time!!! I’m determined to live at this apartment until the right man comes along and convinces me to move in with him for life … That way I don’t have to lift a finger !!! Ok… That’s not my only motive but Damn … Can a girl get a break ???
blackizwack-deactivated20120609 asked: I meant no disrespect, cause I'm rocking the same style myself. Props
None taken. ;) trust me… I’m glad that its the only thing wrong with my car Haha compared to my hoopdy before this one!!!
Now I’m waitin for break …. Wish I still had Wednesdays off !!!
I recently got promoted to the department that i wanted to be in … Yet its hard for me to get used to this schedule! I love finally having weekends off but Damn… 3pm-11:30pm during the week sucks!